My official countdown has begun. I am probably starting a lot sooner than most, but I have to if I want to keep my sanity. Ha!
We are scheduled to be induced eight weeks from today. Unbelievable! I am ready and not ready all at the same time. I am starting to panic about having to be responsible for the life of a little person. I question whether or not I can handle it..if I am meant to be a mom. I have every hope in the world that I am meant to do this "job" and that I will do it well.
Eddie is super excited and tells me everyday how ready he is to meet our little man. :) Don't get me wrong, I am excited to, about meeting him that is, NOT about the actual process of delivery. The thought of how Logan will enter this world FREAKS me out! No joke. I just keep reminding myself that thousands of women do it daily and many do it more than once so it cannot possibly be that bad. I have always considered myself strong and able to handle pain...hope this experience is no different.
